My good friend Mindy and I were having a FB conversation and she was asking how I was doing. Here it is. :-) thanks everyone for your support. XOXO!!!!
11:57amMindy
i checked out your blog but no updates
11:57amMe
im so bad with it
i should update it. its hard when i think no1 cks it
comment or something when u ck it.... makes me think people r caring
11:58amMindy
um yeah people care.
cancer free still right?
11:58amMe
YES
still doin treatments..... have 1 next friday
11:59amMindy
thats all i care about
11:59amMe
not outa the woods but see the light now.
prob will still b doing em thru august
11:59amMindy
good as long as the scans are good
11:59amMe
not sure of step after that.... either just stop and c if it returns on its own or do another transplant
prob not transplant and just take my chances tho bcz 1 in 3 chance i die from next transplant
12:00pmMindy
why if its gone?
12:01pmMe
SCCA/fred hutch doesn't really know what to do..... they know transplants give good return on never having cancer again..... but can't say that it won't kill me. ALSO....
can't say that cancer won't just come back in a month or something stupid bcz mine stubborn and since on clinical trial they can't say they will have anything to fix it next time if it does come back
while i stay on the clinical trial it's working... but no one knows what will happen if they stop giving it to me.
so if they transplant me while they know its "gone" then i can have good chance nvr get it again.... so pretty tough call
